143 Chapter 136 of “Rebirth of the Grand Favor (H, 1v1)”: Still Hateful

After struggling for a long time, Zhonghua fainted again.After this stage of work, Dr. Hua was also a little exhausted, but he did not dare to go far, so he took a nap in his clothes on the small couch at the other end of the room as usual.

Qi Qi sat at the end of the bed, staring at Zhong Hua. She was doing the same thing just now, looking at him quietly.Liuyue was worried that she was too sad, so she advised her to rest. If she was worried about Zhonghua, she could lie down in the next room like Dr. Hua. Liuyue also said, “If the prince wakes up, my subordinates will go and invite the princess immediately.”

In fact, it was not the case. Qi Qi was worried about Sheng Zhonghua. After all, her heart was made of flesh. Seeing him in such pain and enduring everything she had endured, although she felt it was cause and effect, she did not feel happy or relieved because of it. Instead, the weight on her heart became heavier.

Zhong Zhonghua was also reborn, so many things that happened in this life can be explained.

But what makes Qiqi even more confused is why his attitude towards her changed so suddenly after resurrecting her life.

Qiqi lowered her eyes, looking at Zhong Hua’s closed eyes and his brows furrowed in his dream because of the pain, and for a moment she didn’t know how much she hated him.

She hates him, and she should hate him. If he is just Zhonghua in this life, there are some things he has never done. He sincerely treats her well. Qiqi also knows that even if he cannot be relieved, he cannot express his anger.But it happened that Zhong Zhonghua in this life, like her, was reborn.So in the last life, it was natural for Qiqi to hate him for those injuries and many things.

But…

Why did he just say that he was not worthy of testing the medicine, and that he did not know about the poison in the wine?

How could he not know? It wasn’t him. Could it be…

“Is it her?” When she first came into contact with Xue’er, Qiqi knew that she didn’t like her. She didn’t know the reason before, but later her identity was revealed. She thought that Xue’er targeted her like that, mostly because Xue’er knew her identity.Although Qi Qi did not remember what happened when she was a child, she knew through later narratives that he was her savior, but she repaid her kindness with revenge because of jealousy.

But is it just because of these?Qiqi clenched her fists, she didn’t know how someone could be so vicious.She was aware of the news that Xue’er was sentenced to death by Ling Chi. She felt that she had brought everything upon herself and that evil deeds would be punished. But Qiqi didn’t know that it was Xue’er who killed her child!

That undestined child, that poor child, that innocent child, Qiqi once painfully and clearly felt him passing away from her body little by little. That child was her only hope and sustenance, the only reason for her to live, and even her only relative!

Because of this child, she still hates Zhong Hua!

This child seemed like a dagger that had been stuck in her heart. Even if she didn’t think about it, the pain was still there.

Qiqi kept looking at him like this, with a lot of thoughts in her heart, but she felt inexplicably calm.

When the sky cleared, Dr. Hua, who was covered in sweat, slumped on the ground after giving Zhong Hua acupuncture. He finally breathed a sigh of relief. He waved his hand and said, “I finally got over it.”

Qiqi said nothing, listening to Zhong Zhonghua’s breathing, although weak, was even.

“He’s fine, I’ll go back.” Qiqi stood up and said calmly.It seemed that she stayed and stayed up all night to watch over Zhong Hua not out of concern, but just to fulfill her duty as a wife.

Liuyue sent Qiqi back to her yard. Qiqi looked as usual and dismissed the servants, saying that she was tired and no longer needed to serve.But when the maids dispersed, Liuyue’s hearing was sensitive, and she heard that Qiqi seemed to be crying.

There were no sobs, just silent tears.

Liuyue thought she was worried about the prince. She had been holding on hard before, but now she breathed a sigh of relief, and now she felt scared.

But only Qi Qi, who was curled up in a ball in the room, holding her arms and crying, knew that what she was crying about was the child she had lost.